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Saturday, April 19, 2008


Apr 19 2008 --- For Her ...


was talking to a fren ... okie ... rather i was consoling a fren ... shant disclose the conversation but anyway i manage to get laughter out when we hit the part where i told her of my situation which was not anywhere better than her ... though in the end i didnt have a actual solution for her ...

Her: huh ... like that u also do nothing ??
Me: ya ... can do simi ? duh ....
Her: u can take it ah ...
Me: u mean theres something u can do if u were me ??
Her: maybe dun have but i sure flip de ... not like u ...
Me: i different ...
Her: wat's the difference beside u being guy and i m not ...
Me: coz i fat mah ... got tummy ... hahahaha
Her: so ????
Me: 大肚能容天下难容事 ... u duno meh ?
Her: hahaha ... qu ni de ... funny lor ... but i m still stucked =/

hmmm ... many a times i have been told that i m optimistic ... i m nicknamed kai xin guo ... pistachio by dol ... buddy sis ... but somehow i know its flattery lah ... in a way i think i know myself ... know where i stand ... know wat my values are ... really .. sometimes things arent complicated .... it juz seems complicated ...

i see contrasts between things i do against wat others do ... and sometimes i do wonder if solutions that works for me but doesnt work for others is purely due to others not seeing the same way as i do ... okie ... i used to tell myself this is the easiest way to solve problem ... ask urself ... do u have a solution ?? if ur answer is yes ... of coz problem is solved ... if the answer is no ... the problem is also solved ... y ??? simply becoz to me ... a problem which u have no solution to is a problem solved ... feeling dotzzz ?? dun be ... we go by equations ... generally all problems have their solutions right ? if yes ... it means someone has the solution ... so if u dun hav the solution ... it simply means that someone else has it ... okie ... since problems and solutions comes in a pair ... juz like police n thief ... husband and wife ... so problems which u hav no solution to is theorically not a problem that shld belong to u but someone else's ... taadah ... solved isnt it ?? .... okie .. i know it seems very mian qiang lah ... but bottomline i hope you understand that the will of mind in a person is very fantastic and is capable of drawing out power to do and think in manners which oneself cannot ever visualise doing ... problems need to be solve at the root ... likewise ... solutions need to b based upon foundation which is essentially ownself ... i may hav crapped alot with u ... but the last part about the rep******* i said ... think it over k ... it may juz be a solution ^-^ FOC too =Pp


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