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Monday, July 05, 2004


July 5 2004 --- Euro 2004 Final


hmmm ... appraoching the final of euro 2004 between portugal n greece liao ... hmmm ... impressive greece has create a greek legend so far and tonite seems to be the final hurdle ... hmmm ... host nation against a legend ... shld be an interesting match to watch i suppose ?? anyway ... hmmm ... quite awake now also hahaha ... had some thoughts today ... thot it will be nice to think about it too ... or rather i did think about it ... first ... r guys meant to be strong by default ? guys muz always be strong no matter wat ? second ... responsibility ... are we responsible for pple's reactions to our actions ? hmm ... actually it isnt things that i hav never thought about before lah ... juz that till now i guess my answers is still the same ba ... for the first ... hmmm ... no lah ... guys has feelings too ... guys have their ups n downs too ... they have tears and sadness too ... but brooding in the downs is simply a process that one muz go through i suppose ... so i guess a guy feeling down n degrading himself initially is understandable ... but the respected one is the one who tries to pick himself up and move on ... choice is always oneself's de ... u make ur own decision ... no one can be there for u forever ... so bottomline is ... instead of depending on others ... might as well depend on urself ba ... hmmm .. second one ... i have heard cases of frens who depressed until mad coz of a bump in bgr ... work ... family etc ... hmm ... ya lah ... this is afterall a realistic world ba ... a place whr we hurt pple everyday and pple hurt us everyday ... hmm ... imagine a situation where a belle is well liked by many guys ... then all the guys were to say that if they are not chosen they will go n die ... hmm ... hard rite ?? hahaha ... hmmm ... it seems crappy ba ... but it is quite true de lah ... all relationships isnt something that we can expect reciprocal treatment for lah ... so meaning that we control our actions not other pple's reactions ... other pple's reactions all boils down to their personal choice ... happy or sad the day still pass by as normal ... the world doesnt stop cause of the loss of a single person nor does it revolve faster with the birth of another ... no one is indepensible ... it is simply a process only ... learning to take the first step towards doing the undesired is a start we have to go through at some point of time ... juz a matter of when ... if come a day we have to let go ... ya lah ... we have to let go ... even if it means hurt and more hurt after letting go ... a man knows the need to face up to reality ... a true man really faces it =D ... erm ... maybe a woMAN also ?? =P


KeL speaks @12:52 AM                                    _`天注定`_