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Sunday, April 03, 2005


Apr 3 2005 --- What Dreams May Come


hmmm ... faced a bit of pressure here and there recently ... due to a spam of jobless period ... i guess those who have worried for me have every reason to do so and of coz ... it indeed did seems reckless of me to quit like that ... anyway ... can i call it a cycle ? one that pple worry for u and u in turn worry for other pple ... hmmm ... thanks for those who hav encouraged me and urged me on till now ... also to my ex colleagues too ... xie xie ni men de guan xin =) yup yup ... always asking me how i m doing whenever u all see me online =) yup yup ... i m still fine fine de ... hmmm ... been thru network marketing talks ... money doubler ... gambling ... sending resumes ... all sorta thingys during the stint and well ... i suno wat is in hold for me right now but i m sure things will only get better ... i m almost at my wits end ... hmmm ... kekekeke ... ya lah ... all along the jobs i took on i didnt manage or want to stay for long ... all for a simple reason ... not my dream job ... hmmm ... i guess i wun hav anymore excuses to screw up again ... i dun hav that many half yrs to try out every job to find my dream job ... ya ... those who know me definately know where i consider to be my dream job rite =D ... i m quite skeptical bout taking on a new job coz i m actaully someone who is reluctant to go thru the whole process of sending resumes ... interviews ... employment ... and finally resignation times and again ... so the next one shall be a better one ... i had my share of luck and yes ... i mentioned civil service and hav gotten into it ... only to come out of it after half a year ... with pple telling me "hey ... i thot it was ur dream to be there??" and i can only give my 'excuse' that it wasnt the ideal job scope ... which is in fact quite true ba ... hope the next one will really be my dream and ya lah ... really really gonna stick it out no matter wat it takes ... and if i throw in the towel ... pls ... those ard me and those who knows me ... whack me upside down ... left right then center pls ... what dreams may come ... what dreams may hold ... to this point of time i can only wish for the day ... ya .... wishing stage now ... the day where everyday i will wake up and feel enthusiatic bout leaving home for work and willingly slog it out and still feel contented that i have the job ... will it ever come true ?? hmmm ... time shall tell ba =D

been bumming ard for quite a while le ... so i guess it's really time to get back to workforce ... ya lah ... that's what a person gotta do when he dun hav money and cant strike 4d nor win soccer ... hahaha ... crappy rite ? kekekeke ... juz a passing comment ... i m beginning to love 307cc hahaha ... ya lah ... i know it sounds mad rite now ... but call it love at first sight ba =D really love it soooooo much .... hahaha .... gambatte !~!~


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