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Sunday, August 21, 2005


Aug 21 2005 --- Can't I Say Sorry ??


hmmm .... yup ... as the topic denote ... that is the topic of the day ... ya ... i m a ego ... always muz win ... die die cannot lose guy who doesnt know how to say sorry =D see the smiling face ?? hahaha ... i seems so proud to be one isnt it ?? ya ... indeed i m very proud ... afterall teochews are meant to be proud and arrogant de lor ... isnt it ?? shall leave it to those who know me personally to decide if i am really that ego arrogant and cant say sorry ...

okie ... to the rare few (excluding family) whom had the 'honour' to receive my rare sorries n paisehs before ... like neh, mond, jeff, ben, jaclyn, lingling, joe, jasmine, sharon, victor, baobao, spong, jerry, veron, adeline, agmer, amelia, jennifer, sam, patricia, karen, eileen, cheryl, lynn, JR, chercher, ah chris, janjan, mr john ho, janet, kenny, ah kwek, anglex ... and those whom i forgot that i had said sorry to ... ya lah ... u all r so darn HONOURED !~!~!

hmmm ... i guess this post gonna show that i m trying to get back at something and i m already contemplating forgetting bout it but seeing the list of names that i typed ... i shall juz post lah ... anyway ... like i hav alway said ... only that handful reads my blog so ya lah .. doesnt matter if i seems petty or am petty ^-^

this involve me n mike ... actually i saw it off his blog and ya lah ... i didnt know if it was right or wrong regarding his 'understanding' of the situation but well ... some points juz seems so 'unfair' ...

1) Dun 'insist and presume' there is a change in location ... there is NO CHANGE in location right from beginning ... and not that no one inform u of the CHANGE as u had thot ... there is NO CHANGE to begin with =)

2) Raymond answered ur call and after that he juz told me that mike say not coming liao ... i didnt even know that u were at the wrong location till u sms me ... was it raymond who didnt tell me or u didnt say at all ? If u didnt highlight the miscomm when u realised that i had caused u to appear at the wrong place then how would i know ?

3) Till now i still duno where u ended up ... i HAD 3 possibilities ... the sports complex downstairs my hse ... and whampoa cc (most likely since u cycled there) and kallang cc ... kallang cc to me is still under renovation so i have never thot of that ... for the sport complex which is really MY PLACE ... it does not have badminton facilities and as for whampoa cc ... we had been there before and i never called it MY PLACE ... be fair .... we always say ah jeff there ...

4) maybe u dun have my reply liao but i have ... my reply to ur sms say "Eh my place means my workplace mah.. i didnt know kallang can play lor" >> coz till that time i was still thinking that u ended up at the cc below ur hse ... and ur reply didnt tell me i was wrong ... and wat u posted as my reply somehow fail to show that i was trying to find out where u were ... and u didnt say u had cycle there etc etc ... till i read ur blog

5) though i dun hav the sms of ur reply already but i guess my version is definately closer to wat u typed ... your version of ur reply "ok. next time I'LL TAKE NOTE THAT YOUR PLACE MEANS YOUR WORKPLACE.." but wat i received was " Fuck it ... next time I'LL TAKE NOTE THAT YOUR PLACE MEANS YOUR WORKPLACE" ... am i rite ? or maybe u shld check ur sent items on ur O2 ... not fair to replace ur "fuck it" with "ok" and implied that i simply didnt have the courtesy or i am too guilty conscious to reply u after that ...

6) ya ... of coz there's no replies ... u started a sms reply with a serious fuck it and still want to 'complain' that there's no replies ?? maybe if it was u ... u will reply ... reply with more fuck it ... but for me ... ya lah ... i dun see the point ... if u r angry then we will talk when u cool it off ... i will shoot back only if i dun mind losing the fren or whoever i m fighting with ...

and pls ... lastly ... i will be frank ... u may feel that someone is in the wrong but it doesnt mean they are ... likewise there are occassions when others think that u r in the wrong but u upheld ur 'belief' and think u r rite ... isnt it ??

seriously till now ... if i m wrong then i guess i m definately not the only one in the wrong ... yes ... i didnt say loud n clear and exact where i b playing ... but u didnt ask either ... yes ... it is understandable to scold fuck it when one is angry but i still dun think it is right n polite anyway ... and while having high expectations of close frens is ur belief, it is not mine ... i accept them for who they are ... and it is not fair to 'blame' ur 'disappointment' in ur close frens juz becoz u hav high expectations of them lor ... ur close frens isnt there to show u how well they perform ...

i dun want to read too much into what u blog anyway coz u will end up with the "my blog is where i blabber and destress myself and can say without thinking" theory again ...

but before u say that i find it difficult to say a sorry, ask urself if this issue is totally no fault of urs ? i think u most prob think that u have no fault lah cause u r a person who has no problem saying sorry when u r wrong mah ... rite ??? and till now i haven heard that from u ... so i guess u have no fault lah ^-^ if not ... u would hav said sorry long ago rite ?? haha

i know who will be reading my blog and well ... i know u most prob be one of them ... i m sorry for that wasted trip and i will be very clear with my directions in future


KeL speaks @12:45 PM                                    _`天注定`_