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Tuesday, April 04, 2006


Apr 4 2006 --- Maybe ... Just Maybe ...


Ben sent a personality test ... results as appended ... hmmm ... encoding unicode as usual ...

我是这种类型吗?

和善亲切的自然派。你是一个很nice的人,不会带给别人压力,对朋友很体贴,具有同情心。任何人来找你帮忙,你都会尽其所能地提供自己可以付出的力量,不求回报,也不会不耐烦,所以你的人际关系很好,是许多人的情绪垃圾桶,心灵急救站。

hahaha ... seems like quite a nice n positive description ya -_- ...

okie ... that analysis aside ... right now i m juz sOoOoOo mixed ... my feelings are damn rojak ... i feel bored .. tired .. excited .. anxious .. rash .. restricted .. restless .. lost .. hyper .. confident .. planned .. productive .. all-in-one ... yup ... that's the kind of feeling i m having ... hahahaha ... i know some feelings openly contradict each other but well ... i guess it is the mid age crisis ??? ahhhh ... freak it ...

been coughing n feeling the heatiness for a while now ... hmmm ... yup ... finally the nose is bleeding ... nono ... there wasnt any pretty or voluptuous gers ard to misunderstand my predicament hahaha ... ya lah ... juz another of the cycle i suppose ... i think i have the "tiko signs disease" ... periodically i will b plagued by them ... like corn in the eye ... nose bleed ... ya lah ... nothing to do with voyeurism or excessive pron or watsoever ... i dun do that only periodically ... ooops ... i mean i dun do that (ya rite ... as if pple going to believe me =Pp) hahaha ... crap aside ... seemingly everytime after the bleeding occurs i will b recovering ... so ya lah ... hope this time is the same ba ^-^ ... rid of the BAD BLOOD ...

things are starting to fall in place ... or at least getting ready to fall into place ... definately got those hiccups here n there but till now ... i believe i will get there ba ...

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀
很放心一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕个弯心还仍旧向往常一样
最初的梦想紧握在手上最想要去的地方
怎能在半路就返航最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了整个渴望才能够算到过了天堂


KeL speaks @10:55 AM                                    _`天注定`_