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Tuesday, October 17, 2006


Oct 17 2006 -- Should I ?


it's been almost 2 months ... ya ... for almost 2 months i hadnt had the need to seek solace from blogging ... ok ... maybe i m juz plain lazy ...

over these 2 months some things hav happened along the way ... and maybe i was hoping that my absence will make pple forgot bout the existence of this blog ... and maybe not check back on this blog also ... sometimes i do long for this kind of avenue to publish my thots and of coz let the possibility of anyone coming across them be left unknown ... maybe the 'loyal supporters' if any will juz read ^-^

but sometimes it's juz the faith that makes u believe some r still reading this and i once again didnt reflect wat i really wan to say or publish ...

i m a gambler ... i take chances ... i do calculated risks ... come faced with a unknown possibility into the future i m suddenly stumped ... i do not know to proceed or not ... i dare to take a small step into the dark knowing that i can survive the fall if any ... but wat if the step is a bigger step ? wat if the fall will b one that i m not prepared to take ?

really ... should i ?


KeL speaks @10:30 AM                                    _`天注定`_