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Monday, May 12, 2008


May 12 2008 --- 有你的快乐


something i got today ... another of the touch my soft spot thingy ... something that well ... brighten me up ^-^ thanks xj =)



monday is blue in nature with pple feeling moody easily and i got to encounter upon this ... read some posts from a blog saying about how silly the owner is ... and i was giggling away and when reflection dawn upon me ... memories that came back to me made me realise that i hadnt been any much better ... to a certain extent i think i really do indulge in my own world quite a fair bit ... put plainly maybe i m juz a person who live in my own world at times and juz putting on a front for the world to see ... the arrogance and pride that will keep failure at bay at any costs ... or maybe it is keeping failure in front of others at bay ... back to the own world the inner self would probably start treating all the bleeding wounds before setting out to get hurt again ... i m no sadist who love to mutilate myself but i know i will get stronger after each round and learn more from life ... sometimes learning the hard way is probably the only way ... or sometimes it may juz be falling victim to overestimation or over valuation ... juz imagine when u have the feeling that u r the number 1 but realise that u r actually far behind ... imagine u feel that u r so treasured only to realise that many others are even more treasured than u r ... my fren quoted "the greatest fool is someone who rejects ... act nonchalant and yet keep getting sad at knowing things" ... i think i m quite emo when i saw that line ... i know there used to be certain pple n things ard me which can affect me lotsa ... okie ... not used to have ... i still have now ... but it has probably changed ... things and persons i hold dearly while trying not letting pple know about it ... last thing i wan is to have have archilles heel publicly known ... but i really do know that 放开才能真解脱 ... i had my fair share of counselling others with that and am trying hard to tell myself to take things with 平常心 ... i know i know ... probably the last thing i want is to have to get into another of the mind strategy game ... ignorance is bliss but the thirst for knowledge prevails more and hurt sets in upon knowledge ... okie ... enuff of reminiscing ... past is past ... i wun repeat wat that is past ... i wun ... i wun ...

有时候我会感觉非常累
有时候也会不自觉把你拖累
你有时会说我们不配
只要能依偎
真的真的我什么都无所谓

谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对


KeL speaks @7:07 PM                                    _`天注定`_