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Tuesday, August 21, 2012


Aug 21 2012 --- Happening Office ...


yawnzz ... lunar 7th month ... and its tues ... D3 maintenance ... suddenly at a loss ... duno wat to do hahaha ~ anyway ... thought i just blog abit coz got something i wanna put down my memory lane ...

those who had been around me for a long time of my life probably knows that i always have office scandals ... news with gers who are attached etc ... probably nothing very new ... well ... in my current office ... i think i m quite clean lah ... but then something extraordinary happened ... for the first time in my life ... i actually made a fucking guy who has a crush on a colleague jealous ... damn dotzzz can ... well ... the ger just happened to sit nearer to me than him ... i and her talk ... share tidbits ... take water ... yes ... part n parcel of everyday life ... and she is bloody attached and balloting for HDB with her bf ... wat the hell is wrong with u ... if u like her ... jolly well snatch her from her bf ... wats with the getting emo these days and saying that i m the cause of it =.= no doubt the ger indeed quite cute but then ... come on ... i aint her bf leh T_T

anyway ... i guess i know where he is coming from lah ... well ... myself had my fair share of engagement in liking gers who are attached ... and in a way ... i know that certain guys do feel contented juz being the office bf while knowing that they wun be the one in outside life ... fair enough ... i guess before i came ... he and she being in the same team will talk alot ... interact alot ... and he probably feels that she is closest to him at office ... my predecessor did not have any issues coz he was married ... and well .. guess i shld have juz admit that i m really engaged right from day 1 if i had knew ... rather than now =.=" things seems to changed after i joined ... actually she and him and another auntie and my ex-boss ... the four form their group of talk cock family ... they were close and together ... and i guess this family thingy had always make him feel that he and she shared something very unique and special ... after my ex-boss quit ... they made it a point to meet for dinner every week and well ... i always knew how sacred it is to him so i normally wun chup in if i know only their family members are going ... only when got other colleagues join then i will join ... or sometimes when he cannot make it then i dun mind joining ... bottomline is i dun him to feel that i m vying with him over anything ... but time took its toll and after my repeated nudge to her that surely that guy had something for her ... under some circumstances he confessed to her ... and well ... i duno if it is the confession which make him ultra sensitive ... or that the ger subconsciously tried to distance herself away after the confession or wat ... but here i m ... suddenly he has this feeling that he is no longer more important than me in her heart ... DRAMA lor ... i mean ... i never wanted to b the important one leh ... y u need to have this feeling sia ...

but seriously ... i was laughing it off as a joke when the ger told me wat was going on ... and yes ... i told her that was wat i speculated all along mah ... how many platonic r/s can there be ?? guy ger sibei fren but not couple is always 99% guy like ger or ger like guy one lor .... how often had this universal theory gone wrong ?? anyway ... i now is darn victim lor ... the guy is contemplating resigning and well ... i dun wan to be the cause of it lor ... WTF ... i dun really care if u go lah but dun bloody make it seems like my fault can ? =X

its in a way ur own bloody fault for ur mood swings which keep pple away ... i have my moody days too but i still try as much as possible to smile to pple and whimper only when i m alone ... thats my choice ... i wan to be the always happy go lucky chap in the eyes of others so that i spread the happy mood ... and if ur strategy is one that u wan to look ke lian and get pity from pple ... dun fault me ... it isnt my fault that my bubbly character made me a better fren to hang ard with right ?? u chose ur strategy and if it doesnt work well ... u either freaking change it and 'snatch' her back instead of emo-ing and hoping she shower TLC on u ... by being emo it wun work coz it only show her that i m the more obvious choice to hang out with ... if there is only u as a choice ... u can jolly well emo and get things ur way ... but with other easier choices ard ... WISE UP leh ... dun dwell in there ... get ur butt moving do something!!


KeL speaks @11:03 PM                                    _`天注定`_