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Thursday, July 08, 2004


July 8 2004 --- Chill out


another day is passing over yet again ... hmmm ... nothing really much happen these days ... or rather i haven been noticeing things ard me ... hmmm .. been quite dazy these few days ... admist appearing normal ... duno ... juz a funny feeling ... rumbling ard inside me seemingly trying to find a place to land ... didnt really have time to settle them down ... coz busy doing the issues for my new job ... anyway went to a nice place today ... somewhere where there is really nice memories for me to chill out ... hmmm ... quite a coincidence that it was actually in the same building i guess ... ya lah ... chill out mean drinking and talking with some buddies of mine ... hmmm ... isnt really expensive too ... rather it is cheap compared to prices we hav been paying at those regular cheonging spots lah ... not a place for dancing but well ... anyway i m not into flashy lights and dance floor to begin with ... the comfy sofas and settings more than make up for it i guess ... though without the usual crowd of youngsters ah ... ah lians ah ... ya lah ... it does make us feel young once again hahahaha ... if possible it will become the 'after work hangout' if possible lah ... new job means higher pay but but hahaha ... jiejie thinking of resigning ... hmmm ... duno outcome but hope the main burden of paying family expenses dun come down on me so fast =P hahaha ... selfish thots isnt it ? but actually no lah ... i dun really mind easing her burden now that i got the job and afterall she has slogged for us for so long le ... time to take a rest le ... hope things gets better n better ba =) ... ya lah ... someday i also hope to have a home of my own and settle down and ya lah ... start looking at the future ... i once told myself when i saw jeff getting married that the reason y he can afford to do so is coz he is a regular in SAF ... and ya lah ... the pay indeed can afford to do so ... hopefully now that i hav started as a civil servant ... i can settle down too ... prepare everything and wait for the special 'her' to come and walk with me ... ya lah ... kekeke ... actually told jeff that maybe we could even become neighbours hahahaha ... i really like the way his house is designed ... or rather the floorplan of the flat ... really a cosy feeling ... hmm ... something to aim for ... ya lah ... a family called my own ... someday someday ... seems still far for now maybe ... but it is never too early to plan ba ... afterall since i did promise myself that i will give it some thots once i achieved my first step ... i guess i shld honour it ... juz that instead of landing myself in IRAS ... i landed up in other ministries nia ... but same lah ... still the same ... the first step as a civil servant is reaching le ... next step pls =D ... Liverpool's motto U will never walk alone ... ya lah ... she will never walk alone i promise ... but will she walk with me ne ? *smiling RL* okie ... dun type liao ... soccer soccer ... in the morning ... BIG BIG BIG ... goal goal goal !~


KeL speaks @11:43 PM                                    _`天注定`_