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Monday, November 29, 2004


Nov 29 2004 --- Monday is war day !~!


Today was a very interesting day ... ya lah ... think this is going to be long long long and boring with my complaints ... hahaha ... not coz of monday blues definately ... but my manager and i were f-ing each other ... hmmm ... some things we dun see eye to eye and i know i did say before that i wun mind humouring her ... but sometimes we need to have our own stand instead of forever ya-ing away to nonsense lor ... there's always a final straw ah ? anyway i hav told myself to end the PMS thingy le so i guess it is time to return to calm composure and be at peace again ... seriously i do think that i was more calm and relaxed previously and thinking was clear until when all the politics started and there was always a constant conflict of interests between various aspects in life and finally ... from quardran 2 (Q2) state which give ample time to react and rectify situation ... it became Q1 which i was fighting the fire furiously ... without having enuff time to think and plan it will sometimes result in a choice of action that isnt the best choice ... juz for info ... Q2 means impt but not urgent yet (we can call it fire prevention) while Q1 means urgent and impt (that is fire fighting) ... juz some terminlogy that we are using in our course of work ... basically the conflict was due to priority of work ... the manager is someone who knows her work well and thus despite being under the deputy director's (DD)level pple ... she deemed herself to be as good as them ... if not better ... with this thinking ... it soon appear that i was prioritising work delegated by DDs above work given by her ... that has often resulted in missed deadline ... and of coz ... one more comment was that i was more or less a worker that leave on the dot hahahaha ... well ... i do leave on time but i think it is fair lor ... i was at work at 7.30am while others stream in at 8.30am 9.00am ... hmmm ... does it means it's my fault that i m early and no one sees me working ?? nah ... cannot be the case lor ... not interested in staying till 7-8pm to let those management see me hard at work while they are already leaving ... pls lor ... damn wayang ... hmmm ... it takes one to see one seriously ... only fellow workers who shared the workload can understand the minor issues amidst the work to be done while external parties simply see the whole flow and presume it to be always a smooth flow ... we were repeatedly questioned towards the long hrs of time spent in completing our tasks ... seemingly like we are slow ... but in actual fact ... it is the system that is causing the trouble ... and of coz ... with them changing the procedures times and again ... wat can we do ? talk is always cheap ... they say say nia ... then put it on their wish list and we end up having to fulfill their wishes for them ... to them they see it as an achievement in cutting red tape (cut red tape means to streamline workflow to reduce unnecessary procedures to make the workflow more efficient) but to officers at our level ... it is simply a passing of responsibilities from one dept to another ... it remains a fact that certain checkpoints in the work is a must ... by eliminating the check ... it only means that the next dept to follow up have to include that in their work flow ... doesnt seems like cutting red tape ... more like passing -__- ... of coz ... which dept is so stupid to keep receiving red tape nia ?? they also know how to throw out ... so with one red tape gone ... we recieve another one from other dept and soon we are being questioned as to WHY the time taken for our job isnt reducing with those cut red tape measures in place ... hmmm ... wat can i say wor ?? tell her to eat shit and die ... oops ... that isnt nice =/ anyway ... war has started le ... i seriously duno wat is going to come but anyway ... hmmm ... be it for the better or worse ... i guess it was a good thing that the issue was brought up and 'discussed' ... ya lah ... maybe there are pple who silently accept things the way it is but i guess i m not that kind ... my tolerance level is quite good de lor so if i ever flare up ... gonna be a hard one ... hmmm ... ok ... enuff of complaints le ba ... time to do some of her work before she compain that i always doing DD's stuff before her things ... hmmm ... *shrug* wat to do wor ? rank wise ... indeed u r lower ... so wat is the rationale that i shld delay their work ? afterall ... ur work that is considered urgent is all said by urself de ... apparently ... no other officers share ur view hahahaha ... crap !!


KeL speaks @1:36 PM                                    _`天注定`_