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Monday, January 23, 2006


Jan 23 2006 --- Backie ^-^


hiyo pple ... guess it's been erm ... 133 days since i last blogged ... hmmm ... ya lah ... i guess no one reads my blog or check but well .. precisely the point that i resume blogging ... i will start to wonder who will roam in to my blog after so long ... i mean ... there isnt many pple who knows my blog to begin with lah =Pp

hmmm ... the last quarter of 2005 and the beginning of 2006 was indulged in gaming again ... yes ... after the Darkages stint that i was having previously till the SG server closed down i m now into another game liao ... been playing n playing ... actually ... dun really feel that i m addicted as i was when playing DA ... feeling juz isnt the same anymore ...

hmmm ... new yr muz hav new resolutions ... as usual ... i guess i nvr managed to keep up with my old ones ... hmmm ... i really duno ... been quite messy lately ... been quite tiring also ... somehow somewhere i feel that there r things that i muz give up ... i know i m almost at the brink of not being able to juggle liao ... but the old me still cant bear to let certain things go ... hmmm ... i duno ...

into the 9th month of my current job ... and yes ... i still love it deep ... but future is uncertain ... i m prepared for the worst though ... love the job for its exposure ... love the job for wat it had brought me ... rekindle the bond with my poly frens ... found joy with the fabulous new colleagues there ... junior jas gerger ... sharony ger my qad aka aa ... my 2 meis ... the crappy sherlin ah girl ... of coz the rest are juz as great ... AND cannot forgot my dearest Dr Aw ... life is great with such fabulous pple ard me ^-^ ... okok ... getting too into it liao hahahaha

i hav improved on my nitelife a bit ... didnt really cheong lately liao ... truthfully ... though sometimes is becoz no kakis ... but seriously ... i knew i would have chosen to go home even if there is kakis ... and yes ... i m still looking at improving on that ...

i hav a new financial obligation this yr ... hmmm ... yes ... i got myself into debt some time back and ya lah ... not many knew of that i suppose ... but i m beginning to get myself out of it ... will really try hard ... that's about $200 'burden' a month for about 2 yrs ... ya lah ... that's agar agar the size of my debt ... i will survive ... juz got to forgo some enjoyment =)

i m semi actively planning for future also ... like looking at houses ah ... hahaha ... no lah ... kidding ... but i indeed went to look at a showroom unit coz a fren of mine was the agent ... really inspired ... hmmm ... well ... maybe i m feeling old ... but the feeling of forgo-ing things that will hinder the future is slowly building ... hmmm ... certain things i cant bear to let go maybe i will do so soon ?

hmmm ... juz for mike ... if u r still looking at my blog waiting to see if there is a miraculous post from me ... u got it ... hmmm ... i got the letter for my RT liao ... will begin in April ... still a bit of time lah ... hmmm ... but i think i still didnt keena charged =Pp dun jealous ... skali they accumulate liao then one time jialat jialat hoot me -__-

hmmm ... okie ... i hav thots to stop gaming ... or rather ... not game everyday ... hmmm ... mond dun read my blog but i may soon be heeding his words ... maybe i shldnt waste my time gaming away ... not young liao ...

wat else ... oh ya ... incomplete dreams ... there r things that i hav procrastinate till now which i hadnt fulfilled ... yes ... i keeping my fingers crossed that only me myself see this blog coz i think i wun be fulfilling them soon but i juz wanna type it out ... hope dun kena suan ... hahahaha .... i think i wan to go back to learning driving ... after a lapse of 5 yrs ... ya lah ... think i will try to get that into action ... so old liao still cant get licence ... like very lan lor -_-

hmm ... ACCA ... ya lah ... i slacked quite a while ... not easy to resume but well ... i promised someone that i will get back to it ... so ya lah ... i guess i will drag myself back lah ... i dun wan to disappoint her afterall ... at least this is something that i shld do ... at least for myself ... if not for her ...

ok lah ... more or less sum up liao and i m really tired ... physically n mentally ... i think i suffer from PMS too ... but no worry ... i will still smile ... down times are when i m alone =)

okie .. anyway cny coming ... hope all will have a nice holis ahead !~!


KeL speaks @11:13 PM                                    _`天注定`_