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Monday, October 30, 2006


Oct 30 2006 --- Of the boring monday ...


hmmm ... PC has been giving me problems lately ... been in its restarting mood quite abit ... wonder y ... hai ... it isnt helpful at all to be in this kinda state at this kinda time ... during the time when i wanted to indulge myself in cyberspace i juz keep getting hooked back into reality ... tmd ... hmmm ... ya lah ... i can always picture myself hurling the computer chair straight at the PC i tell u =/ sucks ... really ... pc ... i need something more stable and reliable (read new =Pp)

i didnt game much online ... didnt manage to do much ... ya lah ... in the end ... i manage to start off a career mode for an old fifa 2005 on the rarely touched xbox sitting in the living room ... hmmm ... barely third season into the game ... already i have a team that xiaomei will die for ... buffon at the bay ... nesta ... pirlo ... totti ... cassano ... gilardino ... gatusso ... basically quite italian ... of coz not forgetting the existing Man U players ... c ronaldo ... RVN ... sadly cannavaro already retired in the game ... sometimes it is amusing to see how the game conjure up new players when we get into seasons spanning into future year 2008 and beyond ... u see all those existing players attached with a different prefix and assigned into different positions ... imagine a M.Pirlo being a goalie ... J.Buffon being a striker ... R.Totti being a defender ... kinda amusing ... but it certainly help in identifying future star players in game =Pp

D-day is nearing ... getting nearer n nearer ... mixed feelings ... i wonder how i will really feel on the day ... hmmm ... preparations is on going at the moment ... i have done most that need to be done ... except to gather up those mixed pieces of feelings ... heavy heart ... tears ?? hahahaha ...

my phone is dying on me too ... hmmm ... maybe i juz feel so ... or that i m going deaf soon ... cant really hear wat's on the other side of the line most of the time ... but thankfully ... mummy complained the same thing when she used my phone ... so ya lah ... my hearing is still going strong ... at least for now ...

have a pending k-session ... ya ... something that was outstanding for quite a while liao ... hmmm ... i hope it will realise though ... not that i hadnt seen those pple in a while but that i juz feel like singing ... especially these 2 ... 李圣杰 - 最近 & 你那么爱她 ... okie ... i know it isnt new ... ya lah ... but i kinda like it ... and i only managed to know wat title it was for the first song very recently ... after hearing it so many times unintendedly ^-^

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

and

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

how bitterly sweet =)

watching TV yesterday and heard something like this ... agar agar lah ...
Guy: "我们在一起七年了,她怎么说分手就分手?公司要开除员工也会先给警告信的嘛"
Ger: "也许她有给但是你没察觉到罢了?又或许你们之间有的已不是爱情而是感情"

i was thinking ... wth ... got difference meh ?? indeed ... i think there is ... it may start out as love for the ger but over time ... it turned into a cherish for the relationship based on the times the 2 have shared ... that's a replacement of 爱情 by 感情 ... hmmm ... did i encounter that before ??

monday ... it's a monday and juz barely half a day into it ... can time speed up pls ?? XD


KeL speaks @11:18 AM                                    _`天注定`_