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Wednesday, July 14, 2010


July 14 2010 --- Random Grunts ~~


work work work .... work is PILING UP !!!!! and the best part is .... i think i find myself rather cautious in posting on fb ... i kept thinking if some things might be seen in the wrong light .... some things might be misunderstood etc etc .... i guess there is really a difference between having a superior who is like a friend vs superior like a fren turned into direct reporting manager .... there are simple things which i inadvertantly find myself doing ... like when i walked away from my workstation or return to my workstation .... i subconsciously detour to avoid getting into line of sight .... ok .... it somehow feels so NOT ME .... the past me under the past boss was i dun really care .... coz it was really like a manager and surbordinate r/s ... i duno if this change is good or bad for me .... i feel so darn obliged to discharge my duties perfectly so as not to let a fren down =/

maybe that would also mean a revive of this old old old deserted blog which i had abandoned due to some other means of communicating my thoughts but well .... sometimes some things are proper only when broadcasted in a relatively unknown medium .... in a way i am really darn glad that i had keep mum about my blog address to company pple ... well ... at least it means that i have a place to lash out without fearing that pple in company knows ~~~ so well ~~~~ while things remain status quo ... while i need a job and cannot resign .... i guess i juz gotta hang on till some surprises comes along ~

its almost owing 10 dozens of bills which i had not acted on .... good thing is that it all add up to be an insignificant % of our revenue so still not that visible .... there are also CCAs coming up and i hope i can handle it well ... actually the inner part of me is fighting for a promotion BUT i guess if i were to make a choice between forgoing it or getting involved in office politics for the promotion .... i will definitely choose the former .... i know i have a competitor who is working very hard to get promoted and i m not going to discredit the effort ... but well .... i know my competitor will be disgruntled if the promotion doesnt go her way ... i m not trying hard .... i m still maintaining the "its a job not career" stand ...

and its like 6pm ~~~ i decided to go home take meddy and rest !!! the slogging can wait till another day =/


KeL speaks @6:00 PM                                    _`天注定`_