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Tuesday, August 16, 2011


Aug 16 2011 --- It's time?


hmmm ... its been a hectic week ... been catching up on lost grounds and such and well ... not sure if i had accomplished much ... still got alot on the to-do list ... well ... IC hadnt go change ... RT hadnt progress much ... not much time left before its time to tio charge again =.= gosh ... i m sure one hell of a last minute person sia ... hmmm ... alot of things happened at company recently ... be it good or bad ... lack of staff ... maternity woes ... prata bosses ... tighter deadlines etc etc etc ... its a scary feeling to be out in the open with ur hands and legs dabbed in so many different things ... it sure took the time out of u that much that u feel like letting everything go and start afresh ... sometimes opportunity come once ... twice ... or if u r lucky .. maybe thrice ... faced with a tough decision now ... i sure wanna document down wat i had been through and yes ... i do revisit my own blog and read my old posts at time to recap wat had happen in my life ... i gotten an offer ... a chance which i was looking forward to ... time seems right ... tide seems right ... pros are aplenty ... cons are well ... erm ... kinda overwhelmed by the pros i guess ... met VO jus now ... had a talk ... he played a double sided role and let me experience wat i always do best with others ... helping pple reach decision and identifying the state of mind ... i fell for it totally unknowingly ... hmmm ... seems like deep down i already had my decision ... its time ... its really time to say goodbye to changi ... the place where i had spent my last 5 years ... a place where i had alot of fond memories ... i know i will leave the place with alot of mixed feelings within me ... never had thought that i could make the tough decision and say that i m leaving ... shall sleep on it tonight and think it through ... maybe ... just maybe ... i will wake up with a different decision or i will step into office and be overwhelmed by surging emotions within me that i really cant bear to let this go =X

watever its meant to be will be ... lets see how things proceed ... may my decision eventually be a good sound one ~~ *keep fingers and toes crossed*


KeL speaks @2:04 AM                                    _`天注定`_