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Monday, June 12, 2006


Jun 12 2006 ---


heard about the Jack Neo's show which will hav Fann Wong starring in it ... 我在政府部门的日子 ... kinda waiting for it ... hoping to see wat appears in it ... hmmm ... been a few yrs at work ... right from the first day partially stepping into society already is linked to govt ... till now ... considered 3/4 of working life as a civil servant ... hmmm ... can say that i know quite a bit of govt style ... cant really say i like it or i dun like it ... more of that at times maybe it really can make a person slack beyond cure ... it's more of a known place to wait for retirement coz it's kinda iron rice bowl ... even till now ... ya lah ... i think it can still be so ... so long as u r a perm staff there ... maybe i doesnt make u filthy rich but at least in time to come u can expect urself to be contributing to nation building in form of tax paying ... or rather u can really say wat those rich pple like to say to cops ... "我每年还那么多税来养你们这些饭桶" ... no lah .. nothing against cops ... juz that it's more common sight in shows ba ...

we tend to have that reluctancy to move n change after getting comfortable ... hmmm ... the best way to make a pple change is when the person bo bian hav to change ... juz that the change under such circumstances can be for the better or for the worse ... seen alot ... heard alot ... dreamt alot ... wat does the future holds ne ? hav lotsa constructive n destructive views given ... some had whack me down from above ... some had led me on with the fear of waking me up ... i really thanks those who had shook me awake during the time i was on the death route ... make me realise that reality really isnt such an utopia that i yearn to be in ... some things i had gotten the easy way out while others i had learnt it the hard way ...

some happy things maybe coming my way at the expense of increasing burden but nevertheless it is still comforting to know of it ... yup ... sometimes we do need to take a step into the dark and see wat comes out of it instead of standing still n instil in oneself the fear of trekking on ... the beauty of life depends on the angle we see it from ... some things may look flat n still from near but when we go the distance ... it protrays out to be dimensional and alive ... maybe i still hadnt seen enuff of life but maybe not that far from enuff too ... the first step shld b taken ... needs to be taken and well ... will be taken ...

quote of the day: 人往高处爬水往低处流 ...

to GS ... i will miss u lots ... but dun worry ... someday our paths will meet again ... i know ... till then i wish u all the best ... i know u definately be best with or without me wishing ^_^ ... then maybe u can wish for me to b best then ... ahh ... duh ... u arent that alive to wish me anyway ... i know too

wondering wat GS stands for ?? dun bother ... if u know me well u most prob know that i m going to say that it's another thing that wun b answered no matter who u r ... unless u blurted out the guess and i wun deny it if u gotten it rite ... juz dun come asking if it is Gei Sha ... hahaha


KeL speaks @5:02 PM                                    _`天注定`_