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Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Nov 21 2006 --- Tues le ...


Sometimes the nights are too bright
and too many thoughts clutter up the mind
and then in the glare of the day
we just pretend to be alive ...

read that off someone's webby ... somehow after reading the sentences i was juz so caught up in it ... in a way it keeps replaying itself in my head ... or rather it is replaying in the background while i had flashback of some scenes in my life thus far ... somehow those sentences had fitted some parts of me like a piece of missing jigsaw ... how amazing especially since the sentences belonged to someone else ... is there someone who is in the same predicament as me ?? hahaha ... hopefully not ... actually it isnt that depressing lah ... i duno wat interpretation the author has for the above but to me ... it contains some yearning to evade reality and helplessness to face life ... a kind of not being able to the the life desired ... false front to cope with the more realistic aspects in life ... the depriving of one's ability to dream n pursue ... i simply adore those sentences ... you probably be seeing it on my MSN for quite some time to come =Pp

does time move at different pace at different time ?? i bet everyone had their easy n hard hours at work rite ? generally working hours are slow ... lunch hour are fast ... i duno ... maybe i m desperately finding things to do since i m too free ... too free equals to time dragging slowly ... but not a bad deal ... paid to do nothing muhahhaa ... if only those sweeties at previous workplace were here man !~!~ 2nd time in 2 days that i gonna say this ... i miss you all lotsa =/ cham
lah .. i need workload to take my mind off you all sia =Pp but too bad ... business not good leh ... no invoice to play with ... no payment to make out to also ... some light music and wine right now will be nice ... oh ya and some cheese sausages n calamaris will be superb !!!

*shook shook* time to wake up le ... it's only 10.30am as i m typing this ... hai ... still long way to knock off then i go home n post this hahaha ... meanwhile ... continue to pretend to be alive =Pp


KeL speaks @10:57 PM                                    _`天注定`_