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Monday, March 11, 2013


Mar 11 2013 --- Of the BIG plot ...


recently involved in a big hoohaa ... not being the leads la but still i think its quite like watching drama unfolding LIVE ...

Q and T are friends who grow close together over time and decided they shld be sisters ... all things went well until S appear ... S is the typical yandao who draw attention from gers easily ... T fell for S very fast and well ... S in fact had a not too bad impression of T at the start and didnt rule out the possibility of progressing further ...

Q and Y are good frens of T and so they decided to try to matchmake S and T ... during the process ... it seems like Q unknowingly chatted quite alot with S about T and eventually ... i guess topics ran out and it went on to their personal topics ...

actually nothing much really changed as Q is attached to M for a long while and waiting for flat only ... being good frens ... Q T S Y always hang out together as a group and of course during the process ... Q and Y will try to allow S and T to mingle and interact ~

as months goes by ... it seems that S realised that despite the initial feelings ... he did not have that BGR feel for T and thus decided that it was better to keep a distance so as not to lead T on ... T sensed it but given her character she merely kept it within her and still hold on for her so called miracle ...

but oops ... although the matchmaking attempt isnt working well ... Q and S continued to chat very regularly and it soon grew into like a daily task and a every day chat until asleep kinda thing ... guess stagnancy is something fearsome in all r/s ... the pasture on the other side is always greener ... and there are common hobbies and likes between Q and S thus they soon become close platonic frens ...

M ... the bf of Q ... somehow noticed the existence of S and well ... as mentioned ... being the typical yandao S is ... M started getting allergic to S and the frequency of quarrels between Q and M grew ... the taboo of quarreling among couple is that there is someone else to offer solace to the ger ... being platonic frens ... Q of course look to S to confide in ... with the usual rants of M not being understanding etc ... and indirectly led to talking more to S than actually talking to her own bf ...

S come from a family which is seemingly less fortunate than normal pple and thus upon knowing ... Q always try to be nice and express concern towards S ... like offering to have meals with him during festive seasons when all family normally would have gathered ... such acts unknowingly made their r/s grow closer and closer ...

Q and S enjoyed the mutual company and hit it off as great buddies in no time ... weird encounters noticed included jealousy when either of them seems closer to other frens other than each other ... both had their share of getting jealous over and feeling jealous ...

since Q S T and Y are a group ... and the original intent was actually for S and T to be matchmake together ... it seems weird that Q and S go out on their own and thus ... secrets grew as their outings are kept from T's knowledge ... furthermore with Q and T being sisterly frens ... it would have been more wrong for Q to be close to S on a personal basis ... no doubt Q may be attached but general rule of thumb ... we keep our distance away from our sisters' target ... never know when we may unknowingly outshine the original star isnt it?

Q and M went on as per normal and continue their application for flat and by a stroke of fate ... they finally gotten a decent queue number and finally a flat belonging to them was in sight ~~ but alas ... Q found herself having mixed feelings ... she has subconsciously been thinking if M was the right person for her to spend her lifetime ... likewise for M ... he pondered whether he and Q should really go ahead with the flat selection knowing that Q seems to be wavered in her commitment ... for all the years together ... M made the attempt to sort things out and expressed his interest to get the flat ... Q chose to remain silent for the moment ...

upon self reflection by Q ... Q questioned herself if she had fallen for S and entered into a self denial mode ... Y tried to lead her to find her answer and well ... Q confessed that she may have really fallen for S ... it dawned upon her that M may have been right all along about his allegations that her heart seems to have drifted ... however Q's character didnt allow her to admit but instead to still try face M as per normal ...

now ... the tough decision to make ... to proceed with M or not to ... the implications and repercussions are plenty ... M is known to alot of Q's colleagues who see them as a confirmed couple ... and with the recent successful flat queue number ... speculations are bound to fly should they end up not selecting a flat ... both families also seen them as confirmed ... next ... sisters' code ... if the breakup of Q and M is due to S and it is known ... Q and T probably can forget about their sister ties ba ... oh ya ... T's mum also know Q and thus it would probably be tough to face T's family in future ... or maybe there wun be any need to do so anyway ... to top it off ... Q's boss and M are uni mates ... meaning if the truth is revealed ... Q is going to have a hard time facing her boss as she is apparently the one who let M down ... in essence ... if Q is going to break up for the sake of S ... she is going to have to give up alot of things around her to pursue her new love ... PROBLEM is ... Q doesnt know how S feels ... it is plain idiotic to give up everything without even knowing how S feels ...

being torn by the unknown and the fast approaching deadline to flat selection invitation ... Q finally take the plunge and decided to tell S about her feelings ... Y was of the view that Q should know wat she would decide to do first before asking but apparently Q had no idea and was in too big a mess to think of her response ... Y prayed hard that the worst case scenario doesnt happened despite the odds are against it ... it seems apparent that with both of them getting jealous or feeling the strange sting whenever one party drift apart ... the conclusion seems clear without asking ...

when asked ... S replied that he quite shocked ... he said he was nice coz Q had treated him nicely ... well ... in essence ... S' answer seems to be telling Q that the feeling is not mutual ... Q was a tad disappointed and feels that she had think too much ... and even regretted asking ... but to Y ... it was a good verdict as the worst case scenario would have been S saying the feeling was mutual ... Y didnt wish for Q to sacrifice everything as the stakes were high and skewed ... S has nothing to lose in actual fact ... and most importantly ... Y knew that Q cannot afford to lose ...

doing a post-mortem ... Y wonder if S' answer was genuine or maybe S knew of Q's commitment and didnt wish for her to sacrifice anything just for him ... that could well be a possibility ... afterall in Y's mind ... the level of connection between Q and S far exceeded the usual friendship range ...

as things unfold ... wonder wat decision Q will make eventually ... will it be wat Y is thinking of now ... that is for Q to wake up and carry on with M as if S has never appear before ... afterall based on Y's understanding of Q ... the stakes is too much for her to risk and coupled with the fact that now S had indicated the feeling is not mutual (despite Q like not really willing to believe) ... it seems unlikely for Q to forgo everything to end up with nothing ...

as Q and S try continue to chat and revert back to their normal feel ... wonder if there will be any sudden changes ... like Q managing to gek S to reveal that actually his initial answer was per wat Y had speculated ... he was just trying to be wei da and not let Q sacrifice for him ...

to be continued ... oh ya ... Y mentioned that he secretly wished for the verdict to be Q and M proceeding as per normal ... counting down till the day when the sales agreement is inked ... we shall see ~


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