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Monday, January 03, 2011


Jan 3 2011 --- Happy 2011 ~~~


its 2011 ~~ woohooo ~~~ okie ~~ i guess 2010 was a better blog year ... as in there is 9 posts compared to 5 posts in 2009 ... ok ... i know thats LAME to the max ... i cant really fault myself for the underutilising of my blog ... FB is juz so darn convenient and accessible =X

juz a usual recap of 2010 ~ i guess it has been a mixed year for me ... happy n sad moments at work ... i was having the unbalanced second half of the year doing my new jobscope coz of my psychological imbalance and also maybe my own childishness ... ok ... but as the year come to a close ... i guess i shld considered myself quite blessed to have a boss who look out for me and care how i feel towards my job ... i always advocate that its a "making use of each other" situation at work ... so long as u remain useful ... u can juz about do any shit thing u want ... i m blessed ... truly blessed ... be it my own capability or merely others being not as good as they could have been ... i was given a chance to have another rotation back to where i belong ... if u were to ask me ... i dun feel totally happy ... reason being the shift has once again resulted in a big wind blow and it has affected more pple than i had expected ... i used to be in the position where i was lamenting that i had been changed by force ... and now i had put others in the exact same situation ... it certainly doesnt feel good ... of coz if u were to ask me if i would selflessly forgo the chance to rotate back ... i probably have difficulties saying a convincing yes ... ok ... i know i m too much ... there isnt any best of both worlds afterall ... all that being said ... i guess since it has already come to this stage ... i can only stride forward and make the best out of it ... or in a selfish capacity ... i see it as the last chance to make things work ... failing which i guess i would only have one option ... which is to leave ... regardless of whether my brotherly venture works out or not ...

with all due respect to those who are affected by the rotation ... firstly H ... i m truly sorry to make u go thru this again ... i know u felt the exact feelings i had if not worse ... i hope u would settle nicely into the new jobscope which i had strongly pushed u for ... it wasnt a difficult decision as ur new mgr share the same views ... please be fine ... i need to see u settle nicely into ur job before i get the peace of mind ...

M ... i duno to be glad that u r not performing up to standard or not ... i may sound mean but i guess i m in a way thankful that u had not done a good job ... if u had ... i would not have to chance to get back to where i shld have belong ... u r taking back wat u used to be doing ... i will help all that i can knowing ur current situation ... i dun feel sorry for taking away wat u have now as it shld have rightfully been mine anyway but still ... as a person wise ... i still think u r great ... work aside i have nothing against u ... sincerely wishing u all the best ~ may the change be good for all of us ...

T ... please wake up ur idea ... yes ... u may have lost something ... u may have gotten some changes but pls do understand that it would have happened regardless of whether there is this rotation or not ... as usual my stand is still the same ... my scheme may be a grade higher than urs but when i first joined ... i did exactly wat ur level was doing ... so i m glad to say that everything that u can do i can do too ... dun blame me for the take it or leave it attitude ... things u feel that u dun wanna do ... dun worry ... i will do it ... but do remember that ur attitude contribute to ur performance grading ... u may not care much about it but dun come complaining when it dips beyond ur imagination ...

2011 ~ a fresh start ... i had 2 good sessions of MJ ... winning on both days ~ 75 on the first ... 263 on the second ~ i guess it is really a good start of 2011 ~~ i so wanna get back the feeling of looking forward to go to work ~~ i used to bring over 18 days of annual leave untouched ... but this year after i changed jobscope ... i have been using leave till its the first time in my years there that i do not have the 18 days intact to bring over =X but good news is that i m going back to where i belong (self proclaimed lah) ... so let me aim for 18 days leave of 2011 to be carried forward to 2012 !!!!!! cheong ah ~~~~~ (if i stay the full of 2011 in the company that is ..... =p)


KeL speaks @12:13 AM                                    _`天注定`_