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Monday, August 09, 2004


Aug 9 2004 --- Fireworks


got home from seeing the fireworks ... hmmm ... it was nice ... really very nice ... hmm ... fireworks ... something that can see but cant touch ... something that can feel but not understand ... something that lived glamoriously but short ... something so near and yet so far .... ya ... today's fireworks wasnt exceptionally fabulous but it was bright enuff to make me see things that i never thot possible ... okie ... the past days has been a period where he undergo dilemas ... of all kinds ... ya ... a lot of things in life seems to be no choices situations ... or rather there r choices which he choose not to see ... he said sorry to those whom he snapped at lately ... sorry for his attitude problems ... sorry for his bo chupness ... sorry for everything ... ya ... dun worry bro ... true frens wun mind ur attitude knowing that u r going thru a bad patch ... jia you ok ? =) to some who knows ... the last time i actually saw that in him shld be a few years back when ah K left ... ya ... guess he is going thru the same thing ... different scenarios ... but same ending ... hmmm ... sa gua ... sa ren bu yi ding you sa fu de u know ? *pat* fall if u must but remember to get up again oh ... remember that i once said that the world dun stop revolving for anyone and time dun stop ticking ... hmmm ... no one is indispensible to anyone ... ya lah ... most important is hao lai hao san mah =) ... u know how to appreciate the fact when ah K left and be glad that at least she is still ard the world ... juz that in a further corner ... do the same now ba ... memories ... good or bad ... will always be sweet ... (quoted) i will make him regret knowing me ... regret knowing even my name (quoted) hmmm ... seemingly a vicious sentence but well ... it still form part of the memories ... i think that memories is always best kept intact ... selective remembering may make u feel happy but well ... the bottomline is that it is still depriving u of something ... look forward boy *pat* zhen de ... dun fall dun fall ... physically i cant be there for u ... but mentally i will always be =) ... take care oh ...

Quoted: i will love you till the end of time, every breath of mine i hold u by my side, but i rest in peace my sweetheart will you let me die in your arms with you ... only you can stop the rain tonight only you can make my world so bright, life's no longer empty with you in my heart, in my heart ...


KeL speaks @11:11 PM                                    _`天注定`_