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Tuesday, January 11, 2011


Jan 11 2011 --- Of The First Weekend


i had alot of things to say ~~ well ... juz some random rants of mine as usual ... the only focus i had on mind now is to share about the first weekend for 2011 which just past and well ... see wat other topics comes to mind while i type ... i m at work in body but TOTALLY no mood to work ... hahaha ~ wonder how long typing a blog post can keep me busy for ~ CNY coming maybe ... that probably explains the lack of working mood xD but i m not a disgruntled worker liao lah ... hmmm ... here goes~~

while i hope 2011 will be a better year for me i guess it is still relatively early to conclude anything as yet ... it was a different weekend ... yup ... not that i did anything special ... it was juz a casual last minute meet up with henry and karen at Udders for a chitchat and a tcss session with jeff while he wash his car ... something simple yet significant ... the difference is that such activities might have occured anytime ... juz that i might have not met up with them had it been 2010 ...

i asked myself ... by looking forward to weekend and feeling the urge to enjoy weekend ... does it shows that i dread my work so every workday is simply looking forward to weekend where i dun have to work or actually i m happy at work so i actually enjoy my weekend knowing i dun dread monday coming ... simple reason ... coz i was happy to be rotated back to my old team in 2011 and well ... the first weekend i actually feel like going out with frens and having some fun ... to the extent that i even dun mind finding jeff at like 2am just to have a chat with him ... ok ... maybe i would also have went even prior to this but then i was like keen to go out compared to previously ~~ coincidence or wat ... that i probably duno know but i certainly do count my blessings for things that had happened so far ~~ yes ... it might not stay the same all the way but i guess i will juz enjoy every moment of it till then ~~

i like wat i m doing now but i also know that it wun be for eternity ... yes ... come a day i will probably be telling pple that airport is a place i m missing dearly ... and it may be looming nearby perhaps ... but come wat may ... i shall enjoy the fruits of my labour for the time being ~ the next milestone is approaching in March and that is the time when i can officially say that i heck care about those shit things at work ~ i m kinda tied down by some moral obligations and favours ... true ... some of them had flexed their muscles in a way to make me comfortable in a bid to encourage me to go on ~ some may have said promising words and praises ... be it heartfelt or otherwise ... i took them all at face value and thanks them sincerely from the bottom of my heart ... be it spoken or unspoken ... they have all left their prints in me and let me felt the efforts they are making for me ... it just seems so wrong to abandon ship at any recent juncture ... i shall have to stride on and at least produce results before i embark on my next journey ...

anyway i m still lacking the key ... the east wind ... hmmm ... i certainly do not have an idea when that key gonna come ... its the key to unleash a new lease of life for me ... i certainly dun mean marriage hahahaha ~~ sometimes life can be quite ironical at times ... i guess i had my fair share of nagging from mum ... to the extent that when i brought my godsis for a xmas party ... she juz asked me to go for it =.= i mean ... i know u r eager but then ... DUH ... and i juz encountered the perfect situation yesterday ... i had the habit to watch the 9pm show recently due to the channel 8 drama "Breakout" and as usual mum and the rest also watching it ... and yesterday was the first episode of the new drama "Prosperity" and i was sitting beside mum watching when the show goes into intro of the characters in it ... a guy ... nearing 30 ... doesnt have a gf ... doesnt seems keen ... love plants ... seems destinied to marry a plant ... i was like rolling eyes as the narration was shown on tv ... ok ... i dun love plants but i was wondering what was going thru mum's mind when she was watching that scene ... gosh ... FML sia ... wat a scene to watch together with mum hahahaha xD

i m planning more activities ~ meetups with frens ... beloved bros n sis ~ yes ... i think i had been slacking much on meeting them since i slumped into my work depression 7 months ago ... ok ... i shall do some catching up real soon ~~


KeL speaks @3:26 PM                                    _`天注定`_