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Monday, February 14, 2011


Feb 14 2011 --- Happy Valentine's Day


it had been an eventful Feb so far ... by virtue of the CNY it had been a fun filled ... food filled ... gambling filled ... joy filled season ~~ well ... despite the CNY falling in super nice days this year ... with CNY eve falling on a Wednesday which resulted in the holidays being on Thurs and Fri then extending into the weekend ... BUT holidays is never long enuff ... WTF ... it all passed by in a flash and its back to work and the last weekend of the CNY 2011 is over liao ... sigh ... well ... good times certatinly pass by very the fast sia =.= well ... lets look forward to the next year then ~~~

hmmm ... vday ... the day where roses appreciate till sky high day ... well ... i not really into these as those who hang ard me close enuff knows my problem with valentine ... well ... maybe its really juz me ... who ask me to always get involve in things that are not possible ... cant blame others i guess xD well ~~ glad m i that my character and nature had helped me out in this aspect ... it may seems like a tragedy in other pple's eyes but at least to me ... i really am juz glad to see my loved ones being happy and bliss ~~ well ... not gonna say that i m noble or wat but yes ... i certainly cant say that i m totally unaffected but i guess i always learn to accept reality in a rather short timeframe ...

K~ which i considered it one-sided since nothing really evolve out of it ... due to my own stupidity ... failing to catch her hint back then ... it has always been my regret in life ... if i had known better ... maybe things would have been different ... from the days she entered my life 13 years ago till we finally got our only pic taken together after 5 years ... time flies ... knowing u are doing well certainly warms my heart ~ i m sorry for being dense ... but really ... i really hate myself for not seeing the real reason why u reject my silly proposal of u being my gan meimei ... i really never felt this stupid before ...

7 years ago ... B came into my life and left a deep print in it ... despite only having spent 1 vday together ... i really treasure the fact that it had happened ... xi huan ni jiao wo dearie ... although i would not be able to hear it from you again ... i still wish for you to be happy with him and well ... thanks for staying in my life ~ the hurtful words from u ... "u are always a step late" ... fate ba ... u always accept a new guy before i ask the question ... this i admit i m always a step late ...

4 years ago ... FL was the centre of my life ... another impossibble case ... this silly ger knowing that i had that feel for her didnt keep me at bay ~ well ... i guess she knew that i knew where i stand and that i will not be a despo even though i m so into her ... happily married alrdy ~~ may u have a wonderful family life =)

3 years ago ... S appeared ... fell hard and fast for her ... well ... another of the no possibility one but then i still cant make myself not fall into it ... treasure while it lasts is all that i can do ~ i will be ard till the day when i can no longer be ... i really treasure every moment spent with u ... happy valentines day ... our first and probably the last =)

to all lovey dovey peeps out there ~~ Happy Qing Ren Jie ~~


KeL speaks @12:19 AM                                    _`天注定`_