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Sunday, April 03, 2011


April 3 2011 --- Of the past month ...


it has been a looooong month ... not that the number of days is longer ... ok lah ... actually come to think of it ... march has 31 days ... considered a long month by nature =X hmmm ... actually its a long month with minimal event ... i spent 3 weeks of march doing my ICT so rightfully its over in a flash ~ juz thot of stocktaking the month of march ... its really been quite an eventful month i guess ... ok .. i know its contradicting ... minimal event and eventful =X ... crap ... there was the last minute handing over of duties in office to my covering officers before i set off for reservice ... i spent a week in khatib camp and 2 weeks in thailand for reservist ... then came back to SG to be greeted with Henry and Karen getting married ... and the march is also the company FY closing ... it sure took a toil on me ... lacking sleep ... finally its the PB and bonus payout too which thrill me abit ... i was quite surprised at the grading ~ but a discreet check with some other fellow officers made me realise that actually everyone gotten quite a good grading in general ~ ok ~ but then i still appreciate wat was given to me lah ~~

gonna go back office later to slog for the month end closing first ... i had slack too much since the reservist that i m seeing backlog again ... WTF ... y does this always happen ... i think i m THE problem ... maybe its time to do something about it liao ~~

especially after i had a conversation (sorta) with someone ... it made me realise things that hit me hard n cold in the face ... i guess i had been avoiding certain things and forcing myself to live the way it SHOULD be instead of the way i WANT to be ... my argument is always that it is not within my control ... i dun really have much of a choice ... well ... i was refuted totally by the person ... ok ~ this person had certainly impressed me in some ways ... with the conversation starting off as a total stranger ... i had managed to disregard certain biasness which i would normally had brought into a conversation had i know certain things about the person before the conversation ...

well ~~ i did wat i could and wanted to ... at least for this time ~ abit of initiative ... still apprehensive though ... at least for a start ... i certainly do wish that we will become great frens ~ its definately gonna be fun hanging ard her ~~ i was keeping my fingers crossed that no one remembers my blog but well ~ who cares lah ... those who know the blog would have figured out who i m referring to anyway ~~ to the TSLP ~ hahaha ~ it was nice knowing u ~~

to dear bro henry and buddy sis karen ~ thanks for the wedding invitation that brought me to know about a unique ger ~ =D



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